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the beauty in her curiosity delights me.

when i can be here, when i can be present i see it, 

but when i get sidetracked, 

when i let visions of distant places stand in my way, 

i feel lost. disconnected. displaced.

i want more.

i want to be with my children in the depths of their moments.

i want to support my husband in ways he never dreamed possible. 

i want to love myself.

i want to be here now, in every moment, 
absorbing the deliciousness of every breath i take.

and so...

tomorrow i will follow my heart.