the reality of my crash landing with a new business is settling in. my kids are feeling it, they've had me virtually all to themselves their entire lives. as i power through to fulfill my own passion i feel torn, i have to trust that when the dust settles a little, this change will be rewarding for us all. i feel in some ways like the mother to a new infant, falling asleep at night telling myself i'll do better tomorrow, sending them to school vowing that i will be more available when they come home. my heart and my mind know how to handle all this organized chaos but in the moments it's easier said than done.
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