a shift

something shifted today. i love when that happens. 

suddenly everything seems more precious, more fluid, more enticing, and unexpectedly life feels easier. 

friendship

friendships comes in many shapes and sizes, each stretching, changing, and sometimes slipping away as we roll through our lives. it's taken me a while but i'm starting to really get it, starting to understand the delicate intricacies of human relationships. i have a long way to go... 
fortunately even the baby steps feel monumental. 

unguilty pleasures

i bought this today. i spent $1.59 of our hard earned money on this perfectly processed package. it's for the ski mountain; it's for the girls; it's my attempt at sharing with them one of the childhood memories that fills me with love. they probably won't like, i probably won't like it either, but it will still serve it's purpose. it will be money well spent. i love it when something simultaneously feels so incredibly wrong and so perfectly right.

with gratitude

this morning my heart feels very full, it's overflowing with abundance. today i will share this joy, i will spread it into my community in the best way that i know how. i will also cherish it, i will humbly thank the sources that fill my life 
and i will move forward.

seeking peace

january finds me at rest. in my modified hibernation i'm letting go, lowering my expectations, slowing down. the rolling changes of new england weather suit my personality quite nicely. in bursts of energy i complete the tasks that cannot be ignored and when the wind shifts i settle into the closest, most comfortable nook and i seek peace. this is, as it seems, my month of rest.

goodness

the work i have chosen connects me so deeply, so intimately to families i hardly know. for the first time in a long time i feel passionate about my place in this world. 
i feel confident and proud to be making a difference, 
as if my very being is rippling goodness into the world.

somewhere in between

managing what once was with what i hope to be has me feeling constricted. hovering between two lifestyles i feel out of control. i can look at the past and appreciate what i have been given and i can see the future and visualize my dreams coming true, 
but here in the middle of two places i feel uneasy, overwhelmed, 
yet quite fortunately... excited.

inside or out?

sometimes confusion has you feeling like an outsider looking in and sometimes confusion has you feeling like an insider looking out. 
either way, it's quite unsettling.

our christmas butterfly

born under our counter top she flitted around our kitchen for a couple days playing a quiet game of eye spy with interested participants.

from the floor of the party

up above children run and laugh finding entertainment in each other 
and scattering toys behind as they go. 

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balloons bounce from person to person gently finding a resting spot until the next game of 'don't let it touch the floor.'
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 ice rattles in drinking glasses and paper dinner plates crackle in the wood stove.
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a song is sung, a gift unwrapped, and frosting is eagerly licked from candle bottoms.
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and in it all a child is treasured and celebrated,
 another year passed and many more to come.

gone with the wind

for our family ski season starts tomorrow.

i'm excited.
 

excited to wrestle the gear into the car, balance it all carefully across the icy parking lot, squeeze each foot perfectly into our cold hard boots and hit the slopes.


our chilly bottoms on the cold lift, the winter air whipping against our exposed skin, our burning thigh muscles working harder than they have in months, i'm looking forward to it all.

but more than anything i'm looking forward to the grand finale, the part when i let go and SPEED down the mountain, all my worries and woes scattering away behind me.

jammie time

good things come in small packages

little people grow quickly. 
we must keep our eyes and our hearts open and never forget to listen carefully, 
the wisdom they share can too easily be missed. 
the moments can never be regained.